I'm supposed to be cleaning
You see, I truly from the bottom of my heart and with my entire being, believe this. I really do. I don't even think anything will ever change my mind. Really, I don't want anything to ever change my mind. I feel like I am in a fairy tale.
Don't mind me for being in a sappy mood but Ryan comes back really soon and I am overcome with joy that in less then a ____ we will be falling in love all over again. Touching eachother, holding eachother, hugging eachother, kissing eachother and everything else in between. One of the things I have missed the most (other then feeling his presence in one way or another) is driving in the car while jamming out with him. It might sound really silly but one of my favorite things to do was go on long car rides with him, crank the music and sing like we didn't have a care in the world. I can't wait to do that again.
I am also very happy that I won't have to make the trip to Indiana alone anymore. the next time i go there, he will be with me. I love that. Even though I can make the 13 hour trip without him, it's hard.
I have been really bored trying to make the time pass today. I have smoked more then I normally do and sat on my lazy butt more then I wanted to but it's 7 pm now and I feel like I don't have enough time or motivation to do the things I planned to do tonight. Ahhhhhhhhhh homecoming is SO DARN CLOSE!!! can you tell I am getting a bit more excited? The more I think about it today, the more excited I get. I am currently shaking from the excitement. That may cause problems with the scrapbooking lol.
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