The end

i have decided to start blogging anonymously and this blog will probably not be active anymore. Thanks for so many wonderful years!!!!!


I've lost myself

Where do I even start? Well, I guess we could start with me not blogging anymore. I had Abby and didn't blog much. Then, I had another baby and just stopped! Well, I kind of stopped before having her but still stopped non the less. 

I have also let myself get wrapped up in wondering why the couple of people I'm "friends" with here not ever inviting me to do anything and not doing anything even when I ask them. I've started to really ask myself why I really care? I can make new friends and they will be people that want to be around me and will make time for me even if they are busy. 

Have I mentioned that I have been failing at being a wife because I'm so wrapped up in being a mama? I mean, seriously! I love being a mama so so much that I forgot how much I love being a wife. I'm definitely working on that one too. 

It's truly been a long long time since the last time I blogged. I'm now a mama of 2 beautiful little girls. I promise I will be telling my birth story and playing a lot of catch up in the next couple of weeks. Talk to whoever is still following then!!


Long time no see!

Been a while, yeah?

Well, I'm hugely pregnant now. I'm pretty sure the last time I blogged I had just found out I was pregnant and expressed how shocking it was that it was so easy to conceive this time. It's been a long time since then and I am now 19 weeks and 2 days along.

We know what we are having and we know HER name! Say hello to Evelyn Elise!

I secretly and selfishly longed for a second girl even though this is our last baby and Ryan wanted a boy. She's truly a little miracle though. We love her so much.

Abby is so so big now. She is walking all over like a champ for the most part! She jabbers all day long and she is so smart. Here she is announcing what we are having! She's so stinking cute! (I know, I'm tooting my own horn.)

Here's a belly shot comparison for the fun of it ;)

We are getting pretty serious about the cloth diaper stash, as well. We have ordered 10 NB diapers and 12 OS pockets. We got a Bumgenius elemental the other day and plan to get 3 BG pockets as soon as I make the money from the diapers I sold tomorrow! I'm pretty excited in case you can't tell.

More news, Ryan made 1st class! Come December our money cares will be a distant memory and it couldn't have come at a better time! On a sad note, because we bought this house, Ryan is going to have to re enlist in October. On the plus side, the bonus is pretty hefty right now so it will help us get out of debt. I would still rather be poor than to watch my husband leave a million times for underways and a couple deployments. I can't stand the thought of our girls having to witness that and grow up missing daddy, either.

Well, that's life in a nutshell right now. I hope everyone is doing well! Thanks for continuing to read even though I've been a slacker :)


9 weeks

Ok so I wasn't really showing when I was 7 weeks haha. I was so crazy bloated that it sure did look like it though!! This pregnancy has been kicking my butt for sure. I'm so tired and hungry and sick it sucks! And I have to force myself to eat because in still nursing Abby who, by the way, is about to turn one and I cannot believe it!!!!! 

We went to see the USO Sesame Street show yesterday. It was really cute and Abby enjoyed it!

Not much is new. We are going to Indiana at the end of the month for Abby's birthday/party/to visit and were really excited about it!

Here's some recent pics!


7 weeks 2 days

I feel like you can officially say I am showing. I can't hide this to save my life! I have my first appointment (blood work and paper work) the 28th. I will be 8 weeks on the dot then. Over the phone they said I would only have to wait a week or two after that for my first ultrasound and I hope that's true because I'm dying to see this baby and hear the heartbeat!


When you only try once

You have a really hard time believing it.
Abriella Jane is going to be an amazing big sister <3