I have been a terrible friend lately. The truth is, it's because I have been distancing myself from you. To make you moving away easier on me. I came to the realization that I have been so unfair and selfish while we were talking to facebook. I am going to miss you so much. You were my very first friend here. I will never forget everything you have done for me whether mentally or physically. You are such a great friend.
How random the first night we met will forever be in my memory. One of us (I cant remember who anymore) added the other on facebook. We instantly started chatting and BAM there we were planning dinner at Macaroni Grill. Then BAM we were drawing on the "tablecloth" writing upside down and drinking our wine testers. I felt a pretty instant connection with you and just knew you were someone I wanted in my life. Later that night things were pretty bad for me. We both know what happened and I want to keep that between us and only the people that already know. Anyway, you invited me to come drink at your place and even though we had just met a couple hours earlier, I felt like it was okay to go to your house, that I could trust you. So, I went, and got pretty darn drunk and passed out. I don't remember if it was that same night or the next morning but I was texting you from downstairs to apologize if I ended up puking and you heard me. LOL. You just laughed and told me not to worry about it. That you just wanted me to feel better. That was the beginning of what I consider a beautiful friendship. You aren't even gone yet and I miss you already.