Is that how it's gonna be?

I announce that I'm pregnant and lose a follower? Ouch, lol.

Anyway, I'm sure some of you are dying to hear the story so here it goes:

I was on the phone with my mom, Ryan wasn't home and I didn't expect him to get home. I secretly took that test just to ease my mind and for it to possibly make me start my period because while TTC I got phantom pregnancy symptoms and they would cause my period to be late. So, I put my mom on speaker, pee'd on the stick and as it started to turn, Ryan came home. My mom couldn't understand me but I asked her 2 times how likely it was to get a false positive pregnancy test. I walked out of the bathroom and handed the test to Ryan. The smile on his face was absolutely PRICELESS. I wish I could have taken a picture of that moment. It is forever embedded in my mind. We embraced, cried, laughed and I shook for a while. I seriously am in shock. I cannot believe this is real. It doesn't feel real. But I am SO happy that it IS real.

What's the craziest part? It's not that I started using a less harsh top coat on Monday. No, it wasn't that I quit smoking Monday night. It's the fact that I got pregnant with this baby around the same time that I lost our first baby last year. I feel like fate is working here. This all makes sense. We are supposed to have this baby.

This time, I will not go to the ER and lie and say that I am cramping and lightly bleeding. This time I will do it right and wait. The group session is October 3rd and after that I will have my blood work done. I will also find out when my first appointment is at the group session. I want it as soon as I can get it.

For now, I am just going to chill out. I have been so laid back about this pregnancy so far. I don't want anything to happen to my baby and I feel very confident that this is it. I thought for sure I would be so scared, but I feel a sense of peace. Overwhelming happiness and peace.


Nauricia "Reesy" George said...

Oh my! I am just so happy for you And Ryan. I bet you are super excited. I know I would be. I hope you have the most rewarding pregnancy experience and the cutest little munchkin. Yay!!!

Lily said...

Congratulations on your pregnancy!

Scew that follower... this is a happy moment for you and your husband, which should be cherished and celebrated :) I'll pray for you and your baby! Congrats again, i'm so happy for you.

reccewife said...

Maybe for someone who is trying to conceive, it was too hard for them to keep following. I wouldn't take it personally.
But I hope things continue to go well for you and you keep feeling at peace. :)

Brittany Sommer said...

Who knows but I'm not worried about it, otherwise I probably would have made a bigger deal than that, lol.

Junebug679 said...

I'm so excited for you. And I know you're going to be a great mom. Ryan must be thrilled beyond belief. When you see him with your baby, you will probably fall even more in love with him if that's possible. You see a completely different side to men when they play with their children, read to them, and talk to them. Hugs. ~Kathryn