Is it too much?

I'm thinking that blogging every 3ish days may be more than I should. That last post was just plain awful. If it didn't go against what I believe in, I would delete it but that feels like deleting a part of my life and I just don't do that. I won't censor myself just because the post was dull and negative.

I have, however, decided that since I end up posting junk like that if i post too often, I am going to limit myself to posting once a week unless something awesome or important comes up!

For now, I am going to sit here, smell the roses (and other flowers in the surprise bouquet Ryan brought home <3 a="" abby="" all.="" and="" call="" coffee.="" drink="" duty="" her="" i="" m="" mom="" my="" now="" of="" p="" play="" plays="" real="" ryan="" toys="" watch="" while="" with="" y="">

Stuck in a rut

I'm caught. In that space between being busy with Abby and having nothing to do. Where for a period of the day I have nothing to do but not enough time to do nothing. I'm bored. I'm REALLY bored. So bored that the thought of cleaning excites me but I don't want to do it, lol.

Of course as soon as I started typing up this blog. Abby started fussing. But. again, she's fine now and I'm bored. I'm bored of tv, hulu, netflix, facebook, twitter, instagram and I'm also kind of bored as I write this boring blog post. I'm just bored.

I used to be able to do things with people outside of the house when I felt like I needed to do something but now I don't really have anyone I can just call and say "Hey! Let's hang out!" and it will happen. Not to mention, Ryan is on nights right now and everyone else has a husband on days so it wouldn't work out anyway.

Abby is on the floor playing with her toys and learning new things and maybe I should join her. Sometimes it's nice to have my "free time" but when my free time isn't any fun, who cares about it?

Sorry for rambling! I'm off to play with my baby. She looks like she's having a blast.